For years i did this and it made me feel like i was a nobody i really didn’t feel like i was seen as someone special.

I hid myself, away from all the things i wanted to do, from all the opportunities, because i didn’t feel pretty or worthy of being loved. So in turn because of that i didn’t think others would want to appreciate me as a person,

How wrong was i?

Yes i had acne until my early 20s which at school got me beat up but in reality i shoudn’t let this dictate my days. i should be getting out there living this life i have been given. So with supportive people around me i found the courage.

The courage to work within the general public, where i was serving people every day, interacting and having people looking straight at me. As my confidence grew i put myself forward for jobs i had always wanted to do. It felt like a weight had been lifted

I lost the best part of my teenage years and the start of my 20s because i was so insecure. Fast forward 10 years i am a totally different person. The camera is my friend and i would rather be seen and heard than to shy away.



This is quite a fun little exercise to do and I had this in my notes section on my phone then I could add ones in and post it when I had the full alphabet.

So the aim of it is to be kind to yourself when using the descriptive words to describe yourself. It’s not that hard you just need to think a bit.

Here is what I came up with for me

I’d love to see some of you give this a go

Also i am new on this blog so woud love some new blogs to follow and to find likeminded people. So feel free to leave your blog address below.

Thanks for stopping by,

til next time

H x


Sometimes you need to change things in order to be a happier you. If things aren’t feeling the way you envisioned then you know what you got to do…if you don’t here’s some points to take note of

  • More rest
  • More self love
  • More letting go of what was
  • More time for learning
  • More space for transformation
  • More time developing good habits
  • More courage to try new practices
  • More time cultivating your inner peace
  • More faith in yourself and the process

I myself have made plenty of changes over the last 6 months of 2021 and it feels so good

Don’t feel pressured to change by anyone else. Do it for you and you alone.

This is a glimpse of the things I will be including in my blog posts amongst personal bits and pieces. I’m a positive person and I love to help others too.

Til next time

H x


What do I write for my first post of the blog?

I guess i’ll just start here….

As you can tell i am a fan of the colour pink with the blog name WORDS OF A PINKAHOLIC. I love writing, whether its in its true form on paper or digitally online. It brings me so much happiness. It all started when my Mum bought me a lined notebook from tesco and a packet of bic pens. 

Wherever i went so did my notebook. 

We would go to the cafe in the school holidays and i would write a poem about one of the people behind the counter. Then i had to share it with them before i left. They loved it.

Then a trip to the hairdressers, while i was waiting for Mum to have her perm done which was about 3 hours i would have written a nice lengthy story. One i remember was about the hairdresser who got distracted easily and accidentally chopped off someone’s ear, the person didn’t mind because they said they couldn’t hear out of it anyway…thy sure couldn’t now haha.

My storytelling didn’t go unnoticed, My headteacher read my competition entry out in assembly at primary school as it won and i put my head in my hands with embarrassment as everyone clapped. The prize was 3 books of my choice from the local bookshop. I was highly delighted. Then my English teacher in year 9 read out my piece of writing we had to write which we had to use alot of adjectives. Mine was about falling off of a horse and cart into a pile of horse shit at 4 years old. I got an A for that.  Funny but more proud for the marking.

I wouldn’t say i am the best at writing as i don’t always write it as it should be, but i know what i mean and as long as the reader does and its not a professional piece i don’t think it matters.

I will leave it there. You will find out about the pinkaholic side of me as i write more blog posts.

Thanks for stopping by…

Til Next time 

H x